Day 1:
Turn around.
What are you doing?
It's not too late to turn around.
Tell her it was a mistake.
Look at her.
How could you do this to her, you coward.
She is crying.
She loves you.
Do you feel that? That emptiness?
That void? The cloud in your awareness?
That mountain on your head?
You miss her.
What are you doing you fool.
Don't you know, misery loves company. 
Go back.

     Day 2:
Call her.
Call her now. Tell her it's over.
She fucked with you, man.
She was playing with your head.
You can't see it because she pulled you down
with the one thing you never use to manipulate people.
She made you believe that you didn't know what love is.
Go forth my shining coward. She did not see how you shined for her.
Your friends see it. They told you.
The truth is a reflection of what surrounds you.
Listen to your friends. Call her.
Tell her it's over.
You still care that she is crying.	

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You are wondering what she is doing now.
If you call her she will expect an answer.
You can't talk to her casually now.
She won't listen to you. 
She will not communicate.
she will only cry.
The soul is not kept by emotions alone
the soul does not speak truthfully through tears.
It is passion.
That void in her head. That physical void.
That longing in her is a matter of mortal flesh.
Souls are free and ever-loving.
Souls do not long for.
Souls understand the connection of every living thing.
Nothing will ever separate our souls.
And they know it.
Souls just wander
	 and be.
There is no loss that a Soul cannot cope with.
Longing is the Soul killer.			

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     Day 3:
Clean your room.
Wash your sheets.
Pack up her things.
You miss her.
Throw out a few other things
you can't live with anymore.
Put up some new posters.
Think about rearranging your bedroom.
No.
You can't change everything.
Wear something funky today:
Those old shoes in the closet,
those pants that were just never you.
You have to make things what they are not
if you want to see what they truly are.
Who are you now?